The Sorcerer's World

The eagle is the black gravity that consumes awareness because it is within its nature to do so. That is its function, just as it is the function of the sun to govern the weather and the moon to govern the tides. The eagle regulates awareness, and only that awareness which has achieved a sufficient level of cohesion can withstand the force of the eagle's gravity. Put another way, the eagle is the creator of the illusion, and it is the illusion itself. Only those who can realize that the gravity itself is also illusion will be able to break free of it. Otherwise, those that cannot break free are obliterated. That obliteration is death.

If you are not lucid when consciousness and physicality part ways, that gravity draws awareness up to the eagle's beak, and there it is devoured, cast asunder, obliterated entirely. It is only if lucidity can be found before the force of that gravity feeds you to the eagle that you will have the opportunity to truly inhabit eternity as the total Wholeness of all previous evolutions. (Orlando - April, 2002)

You are the eagle, and when you became aware you embraced responsibility for your own continuity or your own ultimate destruction. Therefore, it could be said that you will choose the moment of the eagle’s descent, though you may or may not have awareness of it prior to the event itself. There is no longer any randomness to your existence. When a warrior becomes whole, she commands the eagle.

The problem is that when you do not walk with awareness, you are only the self shaped by the perceptions of others. Put simply, though it may not be possible, it is simply this: if you are not defining yourself from moment to moment, but are merely inhabiting the identity put onto you by others, you are nothing more than a living ghost, phantom traveler on the road to nowhere. Cohesion is a matter of bringing all the past and future selves into a single point of assembly that moves throughout time and infinity, the assemblage point of your totality.

Orlando - July 16, 2001

I spent all this wasted time on this forum trying to explain things i thought were important when i now realise i should have just been listening to you. its not even funny what a pig i am.