The Sorcerer's World

April 21, 2003

Though it has been said that no one knows why Naguals are born with 4 compartments of energy rather than the traditional two, I think I might have uncovered a vague inkling of why this is so. As we create our double and project that energetic self into eternity, it is given the agenda (at least in the case of Orlando) of teaching me how to be eternal, how to conjoin with him so that I can experience my own Wholeness. In a private email to a forum member, I was rattling around about the following:

Orlando has always said that the only way he can leave me is if I were to turn my back on the path and fragment myself back into phantomhood. Should that happen, the result would be that when I face the eagle, the "Della-self" would not survive. I would return to the "all", but not in any cohesive manner. Just a handful of chemicals and some water. BUT the Orlando energy body would continue because it is already Whole within the indestructible hologram; but it would continue without "me". What would be lost would be my mortal self with all her life-experiences, not the part of me that is already whole in eternity. But the whole purpose of this two-part migration of the soul is to bring the mortal self and the eternal double into cohesion, so as to inhabit a single assemblage point into the infinite - i.e., to inhabit the totality of oneself. The double has been given the agenda to teach/create/make me an eternal being through an ongoing series of lessons, information, Knowledge & experience. There is no limit to this, and that agenda is an eternal one, expressed in the words: “I give you the will & the wisdom to be whatever you need to be in order to teach me how to be eternal.â€